Friday, January 20, 2012

badness

I've been a little over life lately, a friend suddenly stops talking to me because her boyfriend doesn't like me, a good friend isn't able to talk & I'm having trouble with the bank & with finances in general.

I don't know what I'm doing with myself if I should study or if I should stay in this area, I don't like being single right now, I want to have more babies & I'm feeling a bit ganged up on a hopeless.

I need a garden to focus on, I so want a place with dirt to get knee deep in where I feel safe independant & unscrutinised.

I want life to be ok.

1 comment:

  1. I know what you mean. Most of my close friends have died, and one I thought was okay has let me down. True friends don't do that.
    I wish I could give you some answers, but I can't. Short of dating you know who, I am fresh out of suggestions.
    Regards, Keith.
    http://woodsrunnersdiary.blogspot.com

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